LOOK! i paste pics of myself!

if you all are wondering why..it's cause i'm uber bored.

and cause i notice there are alot of "Ghost Readers",reading my blogs.

so i have satisfy their fucked up needs.

some of this "Readers" have such sadistic needs. they love to read post where the blogger post about being emo,how sad he/she is. so on and so forth.

than these "Ghost Readers" suddenly will appear and learn the art of TYPING!

and they will go "fuck you emo! fuck you!" blah blah blah.

i swear this people must have been deprive of their childhood.

SHIT! SHIT SHIT!
FUCKING FUCK!

I'm blank.

what to type now?

ahhh fuck it.
see you Readers some other time.

CIAO!

-R u z Meister

i'm a, motherfucking fuck face.

a bastard to the end. i hate her,i wonder why i bother to continue to talk to her.

she ruined my life,everything. i wonder why i even forgave her. maybe i should not.

all i know is,i've send my last fucked up message to her. delete all trace of her.

no more. i'm done. wash my hands clean.

if she comes crying back,i'm just gonna laugh at her.

fuck you bitch! how you burn in the deeps of hell!

you sluty whore! hahahah,ok

i'm done.
-R u z Meister

I sneaked in.

I saw her face.
She was happy to see me.
We talked,after our long seperation.
She won't stop smiling.
Neither can i.
She looked the same.
Time did much to me.
But time preserved her beauty.

Her beautiful eyes,her sweet smile,her sweet melodic voice,her long silky black hair.
Her smooth face.
But what attracts me most,was her personality.
She is the most kind,pleasant,sweet and lovable person i have ever met.
She stopped talking.
Her eyes are meeting mine.
And they stayyed there.
"Close your eyes" she said.

I did. And my heart race.

Suddenly, i swore my heart skips a beat.
And my lips felt something so warm and sweet.
As shocking as it was.
We continued..

Than.
That warm and sweet feeling vanished.

I opened my eyes.
"At the other end of the rainbow.I'll be...."Her voice fading as something was interfering.
The enviroment.
It turned black.
All i could hear was the sound of my breath.
It was cold.

A sudden flash of light.
Now...
I'm staring.
Staring at my ceiling.
"Haha,it was just dream,somehow i knew it was too good to be true." - R u z

Walking down the street that we grew up in

but today is not the same

its like a different. town, a different. place, a different name i

kick my heels against the curb throw a stone to where you live hoping

i'll see you again

hope is low

will you show?

and i remember, that day that saved us

the way you kissed me, and the salt it filled my eyes and we remember,

our californa the night we slept along the shore and washed away

lying on the beach

the waves are crashing

and the humming of the train

but its a different. town, a different. place, a different name my

blood flows faster with every thought of everything that happened

here it takes the pain away

hope is low

will you show

is it so far fetched that we could be who we really are

and i remember, that day that saved us

the way you kissed me, and the salt it filled my eyes and we remember,

our californa the night we slept along the shore and washed away

farwell for now

So long

My endless summers gone

And it burns

The sky

Over our fears tonight

But this is never goodbye

Under this san diego sky

What went down will never die

But this is never goodbye

The memory brings us to life

Over our fears tonight